I decided to come back. mostly for selfish reasons. I need to just write and let some things out, without having a pity party or someone diminish what I feel.
Today was one of those days where I feel like the universe defeated me. Today i ended up feeling jaded about the world and the 200% effort I make in my life (work and life included). Yes, I’ve been told I take things too seriously. The way I see it, if you don’t really put all you’ve got in what you do, then why do it at all?
It sucks to feel defeated.
Sigh. Some days I just feel like I can’t operate at 200%, oversee everything, workaholic person, which sadly so, I do most of the time.
disappeared for a while, got lost in the busy of randomness.
Have you ever thought about what to write to your 25 year old self? Give it a thought, it might be interesting. A friend just started an amazing project worth giving it a look.
Whats most interesting to see is that most people have the same problems, similar advices, we all fall and keep walking. Life can be funny sometimes.
went to a friends bday celebration at B Bar and Grill new york on april 27th. Saw this very hot asian guy who kept eyeing me. Neither of us had the guts to take initiative. So here I am, 2 weeks after, still wondering why I didn’t do anything. nothing to loose anyways.